Tuesday, October 25, 2005
--Yesterday and today--
Man, I was so friggin pissed off yesterday.... blardy Bersan(the new vice principal) didn't allow us to go watch the finals for the annual school TalentTime! It's like the most anticipated event of the school every year! Even more so than the camping trips that the students go to, and he didn't let us go! ARG!!!
He thought we should have been studying instead? The periods during the talenttime were all free lessons! There maths, Mrs Yeong(our maths teacher) came, but she didn't even teach! We were supposed to do our own stuff and all of us were rotting away in class missing the event of the year! zzzzzzz
This didn't happen during the past years when it was the last principal! The graduating classes were allowed to watch! And to aggrivate things, the classes from the EXPRESS streams were allowed to watch! CURSES!!!!
Today, I got hit by flu...T_T. The last few lessons seemed to drag on for aeons...... Finally, the end of school came, with a huge dark cloud that devoured the sun. Causing darkness no less equivalent to the night. I headed over to the canteen with a growling stomach, then made my purchase at a noodle stall after considering the limited choices the canteen offered. Finishing our food, we went over to the drinks machine. My friend was trying to shoot the coin in the coin slot of the machine...lolz we were laughing our ass off...dumb thing to do really, but at least his main intention succeded, it brought laughter.
Hmm, continued wasting time untill the rain was light enough for us to walk under...chattering our way towards the bustop untill we took our split ways. Comming tomorrow, will be PE lessons for 3 periods! wahaha, MT teacher will be absent from class...haha it'll be sports & games frenzy for us, hehe......
Then again, i ask myself:
Why was the flame encased in ice so thick?
What was it that froze a flame so wild?
Now that it is frozen, was it for the better?
Or was it for the worse?
7:38 PM
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Saturday, October 15, 2005
--Peril--
Man, I can't belive that i'm still unable to muster enough self-discipline to focus all my time spent on my studies! Its only two freaking weeks till the 'O' level written papers, and next week is science pratical. Wa lao, how? Exam so near, it's closer than ever, the phase that will decide my fate. Will I plunge to the depths of the path to failure...I'm so useless.....
Then again, i ask myself:
Why was the flame encased in ice so thick?
What was it that froze a flame so wild?
Now that it is frozen, was it for the better?
Or was it for the worse?
10:57 PM
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
--People--
Sigh, i see so many of them everyday, hypocrites, liars, all sorts. Why can't they just reject to be one? Are they cool? Or is that facade just too useful and convinient for you to let go? Damn, why do you people just have to do such things? Why can't you people just tell the truth about such minor things? You even have to lie about small simple matters which benifits neither party, what the hell? The truth too much for us to handle? Or is it just that you don't have the courage to do so?
Man! This is so irritating! Lying about things that aren't even worth lying about, and you people still do! What purpose does it serve? Haven't you considered the possibility that people don't mind you voicing out those minor things that you are so desperately hiding? And that they mind so many times more of the fact that you are hiding those things from them, them who trusts you so much, and that you are betraying them by such little bits everyday that it mighy accumulate to something worse than betrayal.
Think! Nature gave us our minds, we are multi-cellular beings! We have the ability to think and to consider!
Think! Consider! Of what might be the best things for us do to! Fear not of mistakes, but stop, think and consider you next step from your mistake! Instead of letting yourself sink in the pit you so imagine that you are stuck in.
Then again, i ask myself:
Why was the flame encased in ice so thick?
What was it that froze a flame so wild?
Now that it is frozen, was it for the better?
Or was it for the worse?
3:35 PM
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Monday, October 03, 2005
--Boredom--
Sigh, i'm damn bored now, i have to go to beach road later to buy stuff and have to reach there before 5pm(the shops mostly closes at 5pm) all alone. Friends are all busy with their stuff, couldn't find a single one to keep me company.
Four tiny weeks more to the gigantic 'O' levels, so stressful, in addition to my already dreadful grades, haiz, also dunno how to pass...... But speaking of which, even if I cannot make it to a poly, i won't hold any grudge to any single one of my teachers, cuz they have put in hell lots of effort and offered to help me in ways more then one. They will forever remain in my memory untill my existence fades away...
Then again, i ask myself:
Why was the flame encased in ice so thick?
What was it that froze a flame so wild?
Now that it is frozen, was it for the better?
Or was it for the worse?
2:52 PM
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