).-=Within The Ice.....: November 2005

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

--Woot--

Waaa, tonight is the prom night already. So soon, and its already the official farewell for our class and the others, really hope its gonna be real fun. Laterz.

Then again, i ask myself:
Why was the flame encased in ice so thick?
What was it that froze a flame so wild?
Now that it is frozen, was it for the better?
Or was it for the worse?

4:01 PM

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

--It's Stopping--

Three papers left. Namely geography, design and technology, and science MCQ. The geo paper will take place later this morning, and the last two papers will be on monday and tuesday of next week.

The end of the 'O's,
The end of
Everything

Then again, i ask myself:
Why was the flame encased in ice so thick?
What was it that froze a flame so wild?
Now that it is frozen, was it for the better?
Or was it for the worse?

2:45 AM

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Friday, November 11, 2005

--Frozen--

When was the last time I felt this way.....six years ago when it all started going wrong?.....or was it.....eight years ago when I had just been abandoned....... Damn...this sucks......now I understand.....It's no wonder now why I did the things I did back then.......It's now more vivid than ever......too vivid..............

Then again, i ask myself:
Why was the flame encased in ice so thick?
What was it that froze a flame so wild?
Now that it is frozen, was it for the better?
Or was it for the worse?

1:33 PM

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Wednesday, November 09, 2005

--Waiting to fail.....--

Ahh, done, I was done writing the Section A for compo, now to move on to section B.... Hmm, lets see...to choose a course during the holidays out of the three, explain your choice, and persuade the pupils.

Writing~ writing~.... I have chosen the First Aid Course, and I shall explain why....... Then the speaker bellowed 'Please put down your pens'. I was frozen there for a second....freak...there goes my english marks.....

Man, how disappointing....and I worked so hard for the other papers too....I'm like so hating myself now....

Then again, i ask myself:
Why was the flame encased in ice so thick?
What was it that froze a flame so wild?
Now that it is frozen, was it for the better?
Or was it for the worse?

4:59 PM

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Monday, November 07, 2005

--The First Paper--

Woah, now that that was over, 1 hr and 32 mins ago, I feel so much more relaxed, you know, the kinda feeling when you know you've worked hard and did your best.

Ahh, I did my maths ok, thanks to my friends who help me out with all that mathematical stuff the night before. The chunk of credit goes to our brilliant and hard working teacher Ms. Chua who ingeniously predicted that the topic on 'Venice' would be comming out.

And for those who're blaming Ms. Chua for predicting wrongly that the other topic 'Growth of Nations' would come out, screw youself. Man, shes told you guyz to study BOTH!, BOTH!, for heaven's sake and you're pushing your blame on her? What the? Do you know alot of pressure was on her, and if everyone blames her about stuff like this, and does not feel grateful towards her other contributions, I doubt anyone would want to be a teacher any longer.

She feels man, shes human, shes sad too over it...for you guyz put effort into studying that topic and she sees it, clearly, more so than anyone. So just get over it and don't blame, nor say insensitive things to her, shes all but a human, not omnipotent.

Think about how much shes loves you guyz, how much shes contriubuted and above all, sacrificed.

Then again, i ask myself:
Why was the flame encased in ice so thick?
What was it that froze a flame so wild?
Now that it is frozen, was it for the better?
Or was it for the worse?

4:32 PM

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Friday, November 04, 2005

--Today--

Eh, woke up at four, missed the maths remedial that started at one. Then, one of the guyz called me and asked if i wanted to meet up for study session. On board the bus, suddenly caught a flu T_T. Then at Mac, I was spending most of the time soaking up the mucus in addidtion to coping with the sneezes, ahhh, had such a hard time concentrating, so sad. We went off after most of us lost drained out our attention span and headed for home.

Then again, i ask myself:
Why was the flame encased in ice so thick?
What was it that froze a flame so wild?
Now that it is frozen, was it for the better?
Or was it for the worse?

10:29 PM

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~Please beware of frostbite while reading~

The Frozen Flame

If ice can be melted by fire, why do i not feel the heat?
If fire cannot melt the ice, why then do corners melt in your presence?
If the colour of flame is red, why do i see blue?

The Frozen Flame