Thursday, June 29, 2006
--To him, who doesn't know who he is.--
I for one, knows you'll never get to read this page.
Just because, you don't.
I don't know if you think it is a good thing we are friends.
At least, I do. And that's what I deem our relationship is.
Honestly, I don't know what you think we are.
Or just maybe, how and what you percieve friends as is just.....
different.
No matter how unhappy you made others,
I was able to swallow it, whole. Indifferent.
And in the shadows, I've kept them close.
Just close enough, to you.
For them to be able to call you friend.
Even though it's been years i've tolerated
I'm drying out...
Relationships.
It's not about how many you have...
It's about how you matain the close ones you have...
I won't be the one to give up on you.
But I won't be the one to
teach you this lesson either...
What I said might not be right...
But bare minimum, I'm not wrong.
Then again, i ask myself:
Why was the flame encased in ice so thick?
What was it that froze a flame so wild?
Now that it is frozen, was it for the better?
Or was it for the worse?
10:59 PM
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
--Food for Thought--
Turn your sadness into kindness, and you uniqueness into strength.
It's ok to get lost in the process.
Begin to walk, one more time.
Do you like to answer to someone's expectation, and be praised for it?
Even if you must sacrifice what you really want to do, will your smile be true?
I wake up after seeing only the beginning of my dream,
but i will grasp what happens after that with my arms
Yes, the important things are always the ones with no form.
Even if you obtain it or lose it, you do not notice.
So turn your sadness into kindness, and you uniqueness into strength.
It's ok to get lost in the process.
Begin to walk, one more time.
Then again, i ask myself:
Why was the flame encased in ice so thick?
What was it that froze a flame so wild?
Now that it is frozen, was it for the better?
Or was it for the worse?
5:50 PM
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Thursday, June 08, 2006
--One Month.--
Well well, it's been one month since my last entry, and it'll be one month to go till i'm due for my medical check up fer ns...
During the past month, quite alot of things happened... I won't type about them in detail, but to summarise; I got myself a pair of running shoes, got a new ring(cuz i lost the one Miss Lee gave me T_T), spent most of the days working, and met a couple of new friends!
Earlier just now, went over too yee's place to pass her, her dolls and we had a little chat.....
Now, i'm eating dinner.... lolz.
Then again, i ask myself:
Why was the flame encased in ice so thick?
What was it that froze a flame so wild?
Now that it is frozen, was it for the better?
Or was it for the worse?
11:22 PM
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