Thursday, June 29, 2006
--To him, who doesn't know who he is.--
I for one, knows you'll never get to read this page.
Just because, you don't.
I don't know if you think it is a good thing we are friends.
At least, I do. And that's what I deem our relationship is.
Honestly, I don't know what you think we are.
Or just maybe, how and what you percieve friends as is just.....
different.
No matter how unhappy you made others,
I was able to swallow it, whole. Indifferent.
And in the shadows, I've kept them close.
Just close enough, to you.
For them to be able to call you friend.
Even though it's been years i've tolerated
I'm drying out...
Relationships.
It's not about how many you have...
It's about how you matain the close ones you have...
I won't be the one to give up on you.
But I won't be the one to
teach you this lesson either...
What I said might not be right...
But bare minimum, I'm not wrong.
Then again, i ask myself:
Why was the flame encased in ice so thick?
What was it that froze a flame so wild?
Now that it is frozen, was it for the better?
Or was it for the worse?
10:59 PM
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